Wow. The past week and a half couldn't have been more amazing. Brittany and I haven't had a fight since the big one a day after my birthday. Since then, she's been trying so hard to get us back on track. She hasn't ditched me, she does her best to call me during the day and I don't even know. It's like a complete turnaround. Her whole way of looking at our relationship has changed. And I have never been so happy.
Family Mom and Dad- Chipping in $35 for gift certificate to The Cheesecake Factory Madison - $25 gift certificate to American Eagle Abigail $25 gift certificate to Victoria's Secret
Random Things to put in Brittany's stocking for Christmas Candy Naughty dice Body paint Cologne Key finder Small picture frame with a picture of us DVD Mask Whip Handcuffs Massage Oil Vibrator (maybe?..) Candles
Anyone have any ideas for the stocking stuffers? That's all I have so far..
So this whole being strong and not crying thing isn't going to work for me. I can't just sit here while your at some party doing only god knows what with only god knows who. I can't just sit here and not think about you. You're screwing everything up. It's not suppose to be like this. You're suppose to have your few days of fun and then come back to me. I'm scared that this isn't going to go my way this time. Just call me baby. Just call me and tell me that you take all those things you said back. Call me and tell me that you love me and you don't need to be with other people to figure that out. Tell me that you were wrong. Call me and tell me that you need me more then you thought you did.
I don't know what to say to you anymore to make you believe me. To make you believe that I love you with all of my heart and I can really picture spending my life with you. But I miss who we were. Together and separately. When I was with you I felt so alive and loved and in love. But it's not the same anymore. I'm holding on like hell to us, to you, to everything. But we fight every single day and you're starting to want to see other people. But I really think we can be something together. All of this bullshit needs to stop now because as much as I can picture myself with you forever I can also see us growing in seperate ways. I really don't want to but I can help but rethink us. I don't want to see other people and I don't want to see you with others but with this path that we're going down, it is the only destination for us.
I don't know how much longer I can do this. So please fight for us.
--»She's hopelessly in love with a girlnamed Brittany. She's been taken for almost two years. She loves partying and having a great time. Although she seems shy when you first get to meet her; you'll find out that she is very open and full of life if you stick around long enough. She speaks her mind often and can come off too strong when she does. Please don't take offense to this. She is just simply passionate about her thoughts and opinions. Her favorite type of music is rock; but she listens to every genre. She one day dreams of moving somewhere far away from here and becoming a criminal profiler. Hopefully, working for the FBI. She understands that not all dreams come true and is very much a realist.
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named Brittany. She's been taken for almost two years. She loves partying and having a great time. Although she seems shy when you first get to meet her; you'll find out that she is very open and full of life if you stick around long enough. She speaks her mind often and can come off too strong when she does. Please don't take offense to this. She is just simply passionate about her thoughts and opinions. Her favorite type of music is rock; but she listens to every genre. She one day dreams of moving somewhere far away from here and becoming a criminal profiler. Hopefully, working for the FBI. She understands that not all dreams come true and is very much a realist.
